Stop searching for your passion | Terri Trespicio | TEDxKC


Translator: Angelina Babinova
Reviewer: Aari Lemmik The day I got laid off from my job at Martha Stewart, I was relieved. (Laughter) I loved the job, I really did. But the relationship was over and I didn’t know how to end it and then it broke up with me. Don’t you love it when that happens? At the time I’ve been also
hosting a radio show for the Martha Stewart brand on Sirius XM. And then not long after
that got cancelled, too. On the day of my last show I got onto the elevator at the 36th floor and as it started to drop, I started to cry. Every floor took me further
and further from what I had been: a magazine editor, a radio host, the person with the cool job
to talk about at parties. You know. And honestly I had no idea
what I was going to do. And quite frankly
no one was looking for me. So, I did what anyone would do
in that situation. I was making some phone calls: “Hey, what are you up to? Did I mention I’m available?” I needed to get paid
to do something, right. I mean I live in New York City. If you’re not paid to do something, you’re not going to be there very long. But this idea that I had to know
what I suppose to do now, right. I’m supposed to pursue this passion. It’s just bugged me. It always had. And that’s because
it’s a dangerously limiting idea at the heart of everything we believe about success and life in general. And it’s that you have one
singular passion and your job is to find it and to pursue it
to the exclusion of all else. And if you do that everything will fall into place and if you don’t you failed. The pressure starts really young and it goes your whole life, but it’s perhaps most pronounced
when you’re graduating from school, right. After this, “Wow, the world’s at your feet!
What are you going to do now?” And it’s so intimidating, it’s like picking a major for life. You know, I had a hard enough time
picking a major for four years and I changed that once, if not twice. I mean it was like just intimidating,
right? And this compelling I mean this really, you know, forceful cultural imperative
to choose your passion, it’s stressful to me, but it’s not just me, it’s everyone I talk to agrees with me. The woman who sold me this dress. I told her what I needed the dress for,
what I was talking about and she said, “Oh my gosh, I really need to hear this talk,
because I just graduate from school. My friends and I we don’t know
what we’re passionate about, we don’t know what we supposed to do.” I’m leery of passion for a few reasons. But one of them is
that passion is not a plan, it’s a feeling. And feelings change. They do. You can be passionate about
a person one day, a job, and then not passionate the next. We know this
and yet we continue to use passion as the yardstick to judge everything by, instead of seeing passion
for what it really is: the fire that ignites
when you start rubbing sticks together. Anyway, I was such a mess
when I was in my twenties, such a mess. I was anxious and depressed
and had no life to speak of, I was temping to keep my options open, and I was sitting around at night
in my underwear watching Seinfeld reruns. Actually I still do that, that’s not
the worst thing in the world to do. It’s fine. But I called my mother every night crying and I was turning away
perfectly good full-time jobs. Why? Because I was afraid. I was sure that I would pick
the wrong one and get on the wrong train
headed to the wrong future. My mother begged me, she said,
“Please, take a job, any job. You’re not going to be stuck,
you’re stuck now! You don’t create your life first,
and then live it. You create it by living it,
not agonizing about it.” She’s right, she’s always right. And so I took a full-time job
as an assistant at a management consulting firm,
where I knew nothing about nothing. Okay. Zero. Except I knew I had a reason to get up
in the morning, get showered, leave the house, people who were waiting
for me when I got there and I got a paycheck every two weeks. And that is as good a reason
to take a job as any. Did I know that I want to be
an office administrator for the rest of my life?
No! I had no idea! Truly! But this idea that
everything you’re supposed to do should fit into this passion vertical
is unrealistic. And I’ll say it – elitist. You show me someone
who washes windows for a living and I will bet you a million dollars it’s not because
he has a passion for clean glass. One of my favourite columns is a piece
by Dilbert creator Scott Adams. He wrote a piece in The Wall Street Journal
a few years ago, about how we failed his way to success. And one of his jobs was
a commercial loan officer. And he was taught specifically: “Do not loan money
to someone following their passion.” (Laughter) No, loan it to someone
who wants to start a business, the more boring, the better. (Laughter) Adam says that in his life
success fueled passion more than passion fueled success. When I got my first job
as a magazine editor, in publishing, I was thrilled. But I had to take pretty big pay cut, because at the time I’d been
a catalogue copywriter at a wig company. (Laughter) Laugh if you will, clearly you are
and many, many people did. But wigs paid. So I had to figure out a way
to make some money. A friend of mine invited me
to a jewelry party I said, “What is a jewelry party?” She said, “It’s like Tupperware
but with bracelets.” I said, “Okay, got it, got it.” I went and I had the best time. I was there hanging out,
trying on jewelry, the salespersons having a great time and I was like, “That’s a job. I could… I could do that.” I mean, really, she seems
to be having a great time. Now, I had no background in sales, unless you count Girl Scouts,
and I was terrible. And I had no passion for jewelry. I mean, honestly, my earrings
cost 20 $. Combined, all of them. And yet I was like, “I think I can sling
silver jewelry to suburban moms drinking daiquiris. Yes, I could do that.” And so I did it, I signed up,
I became a Silpada Designs rep. And I… Listen to me, I was not
setting a world on fire right away. Really.
I was so awkward and afraid of selling. And then I got better, I got better, I started making some money, I started getting
really passionate about it. Not just because of the money,
but because what I realized was
people wanted the stuff. They were happy to pay for it. I sold so much jewelry that year
I won a free trip to Saint Thomas. (Laughter) It’s true. I eventually let my jewelry business go,
because my career path shifted. But I was so glad that I did that. Because it planted an entrepreneurial
seed I didn’t know was there. And that bears fruit to this day. Now as you know an entire
cottage industry has sprung up around helping people
find their passions, right. Books, coaching, webinars, whatever. And their hearts in the right place,
it’s great, I’m all about self-discovery. Okay. But when you ask someone,
or you’re asked like, “What’s your passion?” It’s triggering. It’s like, “Oh my god, I have to
came out with a good answer for this.” One of my friends in her mid-forties
and she’s looking what’s her life going to be now. And she’s like,
“I don’t know what I’m passionate about.” And she’s legitimately
concerned about this. She’s ready to hire a team of people. It’s like,
why are we worrying about this? You know why, because she thinks
something wrong with her. I thought something was wrong with me
when I was in the seventh grade and everyone was really into like the rock-bands and their actors and they would carve the names
of those bands in a tables in a library. And I never carved anything, because
I couldn’t think of anything to carve. I mean I liked Bon Jovi
as much as the next girl, but not enough to deface
school propriety, you know. (Laughter) It’s probably why
I don’t have any tattoos either. I’m assuming that’s why. I was really boring,
I thought something was wrong with me. But that’s the fear, isn’t it? That when someone asks you
at a party, on a date, at a job interview, “What are you passionate about?” That you’re not going to have
this wow compelling answer. And that means that you’re
not interesting, or ambitious, or that you don’t have
a singular obsession or scary talent that you hiding. And that your life isn’t worth living. And it’s not true. Passion is not a job, a sport, or a hobby. It is the full force of your attention and energy that you give to
whatever is right in front of you. And if you’re so busy looking for this
passion, you could miss opportunities
that change your life. You could also miss out on a great love. Because that’s what happens
when you have tunnel vision, trying to find the One. We all think we know
the kind of person we are and the kind of person we could love. But sometimes we’re wrong. Blissfully wrong. And sometimes you don’t know
what you’re going to do next, right? I mean, I don’t. I love not knowing what I’m going
to be doing five years from now or I will be into. And that’s okay, it’s okay not to know. You know why? Because the most fulfilling
relationships, the most fulfilling careers are those that still have the power
to surprise you. And as for the things you know
you want to do. You want to write a book,
you want to start a business, you want to change careers. Great! But if you’re sitting around waiting
for passion to show up and take it, you’re going to be waiting a long time. So don’t wait. Instead, spend your time and attention solving your favourite problems. Look for problems that need solving. Be useful, generous. People will thank you, and hug you
and pay you for it and that’s where passion is. Where your energy and effort
meets someone else’s need. That’s when you realize: passion lives, and realizing what you have to contribute. Why do you think when we’re asking people
what they’re passionate about, they say, “Helping other people.”? So don’t wait. Listen to my mother. Just start doing. Because to live a life
full of meaning and value you don’t follow you passion,
your passion follows you. Thank you. (Applause)

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100 thoughts on “Stop searching for your passion | Terri Trespicio | TEDxKC

  1. I don't think people in the creative field would agree with her speech. She just claims she is not so much of a passionate person but that doesn't mean passionate people shouldn't look out and pursue their passions. Her speech just talks for herself and those who are alike but not everyone.

  2. IMO Terri is confusing 'passion' with 'interest'. Most people do have a passion, which stays for life, but may have interests changing from time to time, perhaps with changing circumstances. Also, I have observed that people who discover their passion early in life, tend to nurture it and go on to make a successful career out of it. There are scores of professional artists, singers, athletes, painters, actors (starting as child actors), etc who have pursued a single passion throughout their life, and have done well for themselves. Perhaps, what Terri meant in her talk is for people to not wait to discover their passion n pursue whatever comes their way, to put food on their table n to pay their bills. This is a very debatable view, as it has both pros n cons. I've known people wait years, often jobless, to get that one opportunity to pursue their passion, which eventually paid off n enabled them to succeed in converting their passion into a successful profession. I've also come across people who've taken up some job just to earn their living, getting lost in it, forgetting their passion n regretting about it later in life. Very few lucky folks get to identify, nurture, n pursue their passion as their profession. So yes, I do believe that one must have some passion in life, to lead a fulfilling life.

  3. Bravo I love this. This passion thing has been bugging me for awhile. Now I feel more confident and don't feel so bad about not having a passion. "Don't wait, just start doing." Thanks Terri.

  4. Not a video for everyone as her stance was when someone asks you about your passion it triggers /upsets them??? That's not a way to be successful in following your passion. Or she didn't have one.

  5. Wow this really helped me it’s so true we are too worried about how much money we will be making and not what we are passionate about. We are afraid to take the wrong turn because we are afraid to fail. Why not take risks!! You are on this earth for a reason.

  6. i have been in the same situation for a long time. the situation when you don't move or do anything if there is different paths ahead of you and you just want to acknowledge every path. in this situation your wording fits very well "you don't create your life 1st and then live it, you create it by living it" ❤️

  7. This lecture resonated with me on so many levels. I've been so hard on myself trying to figure what am I supposed to do. Letting opportunities go because I didn't think that was where I belonged or couldn't see myself doing. It really opened my eyes and gave me a sense of relief.

  8. “Amateurs sit and wait for inspiration, the rest of us just get up and go to work.”

    – Stephen King

  9. I really needed to hear this. I just graduated high school, and I wish someone would have told me thiss during college applications and choosing a major!

  10. I’m in that stage of not knowing my passion and I’ve been waiting for a long time. Perhaps I’ll try to limit myself with the singular passion. Yet the job I’m doing now to get paid and live a life doesn’t satisfy me. I don’t hate it but it’s just not fulfilling. It’s not that simple to just do whatever and that’s my puzzle to solve.

  11. So:
    She didn't really know what to do with her life, had a few dead end office jobs, joined a MLM pyramid scheme, and doesn't really have any plan?
    Thing is I agree with the title to a degree, but it just sounds like she doesn't have a clue what she wants to do.

  12. I've never been passionate about anything or anyone.
    If you are genuinely passionate about anything then be VERY grateful because it is a gift.

  13. omg … I'm so glad I just came across this video because I have been lately so confused with my life and this message of hers has truly touched me🙏 …

  14. Life's a like a fight, a boxing match up where in u wanna throw that right hand but u just can't wait to do that, u do have to keep jabbing till u get an opening. If u do it with out the right opening u will be caught with an counter left hook.

    Passion or opportunity is not the only thing or route to success, success is a by product of many things a combination of right choices decisions hard work smartness and a stamp of God which people call luck.

    Seen people call it their passion After they win and they truly love it also seen people who lost their life following their passion.
    Passions like going for the glory shot, seams well when u pull it off or u look like a tool.

  15. I get the feeling that she’s an actress, hired to make a speech..I get what she’s saying but I don’t trust her

  16. I have mixed opinions about this vid.

    You can be passionate about many things. I've realized recently that there's a lot of things I want to do. I've had several passions for a long time, but I've stopped asking myself which one I love more.

    Trying new things is a great way to discover passions. Both in work and in your freetime.

    Success doesn't always create more passion and sometimes passion comes first. I started out passionate about learning to play bass, got good and then lost my passion.

    Passion can be lost.
    Sometimes it is because doing one thing only becomes boring.
    And sometimes you're just not getting anywhere with it.

    Earning money is a perfectly valid reason to get a job.

    Passion won't always lead to money, sadly. But sometimes they do. It's unlikely that you'll be an artist but a love for languages could lead to a translation job.

    Some people out there really do have one main passion. They do the same thing almost everyday.

  17. On the other hand – watch Ella Luna talk about Crossroads of Should & Must. Different approach to the topic of passsion.

  18. i think she is right, i'm actually not interested in language at the first time, but i want to communicate, so i keep reading, keep listening to the new language, and it turned out that i extremely love to learn a new language.

  19. I'm 24 in college and having trouble finding my passion in life, been stressed out for days with little sleep fortunately this video just happened to pop out of no where I'm skeptical about fate but maybe this time its an exception.

  20. I wholeheartedly agree. I'm work in a field I have almost no passion about, but realize I am fortunate to be in this field.

  21. My best friend told me this: "Start doing things maybe later, you'll actually want to do those things." And that's what I've been doing since then, waking up every morning and going to college, I'm still struggling with what I'm passionate about it but I'm still here so there's a chance.

  22. thank you so much, i've been in the same opportunity waiting for my passion to show up blind to the fact that if had spent all that time taking all opportunities given to me i would be a lot wealthier, seriously thank you this is what i needed to hear!

  23. I really need this advice. I'm 20, graduating soon, I don't like my course, and I don't know what I'm passionate about. Oh yes, life.

  24. I never subscribed to the concept of a "true calling". I think some people figure out a career track they want to follow young and thats great, but i doubt that most of those people will want to do that same thing their whole lives. To those that dont know, look for opportunities, apply, learn and go make some money! Along the way i think most people will find some satisfaction and happiness

  25. Don't think she realises how funny she is – when she says her friend "Scott Adams 'failed his way to success', I'm thinking "maybe I could 'fail my way to failure!' Also, love it when she says "you show me someone who washes windows for a living and I'll bet they aren't someone who has a passion for clean glass!" – hahaha My window cleaner didn't either, he left a massive smear /fingerprints in one corner that I had to clean myself in the end, since he returned to clean the wrong door (I was out and my son was 'supervising')…

  26. Makan9aleb 3la passion , raha 3endi kan9aleb n3raf kifach nkhdemha
    Passion bela études makatsswa hta chihaja
    O kan9leb 3la liberté bach nkhdem 3la rahti
    Wach chadin lik kolchi , tal9o ghir lmac khaliwni nkhdem 3la rassi ❤️

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